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		<title>All Tomorrows Exploding Games for May</title>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 15 Apr 2012 14:50:26 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[<a href="http://anabenlloch.net/research/all-tomorrows-exploding-games-for-may/"><img align="left" hspace="5" width="150" height="150" src="http://anabenlloch.net/wp-content/uploads/epi-200x200.jpg" class="alignleft wp-post-image tfe" alt="" title="epi" /></a>I&#8217;m trying to find contemporary events which have some of the revolutionary potential suggested by audiovisual performances in the 1960s. For me that potential was never realised, and I&#8217;m keen to explore why, and if it could be in future. I&#8217;m referencing psychedelic concerts and Happenings such as Andy Warhol&#8217;s Exploding Plastic Inevitable events in [...]]]></description>
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<p>I&#8217;m trying to find contemporary events which have some of the revolutionary potential suggested by audiovisual performances in the 1960s. For me that potential was never realised, and I&#8217;m keen to explore why, and if it could be in future.</p>
<p>I&#8217;m referencing psychedelic concerts and Happenings such as Andy Warhol&#8217;s Exploding Plastic Inevitable events in 1966-67 or Pink Floyd&#8217;s Games for May in 1967, while also drawing on COUM Transmissions/Throbbing Gristle events.</p>
<p>I&#8217;m really struggling to find anything that isn&#8217;t just a restaging of those kind of events &#8211; internet savvy festivals such as Burning Man aren&#8217;t quite what I&#8217;m after either.</p>
<p>After searching fruitlessly for a while I tried asking on <a href="https://twitter.com/#!/anamilgram">twitter</a> and went through various stages of trying to explain what I&#8217;m looking for:</p>
<blockquote><p>Does anyone know of any contemporary examples of something interesting developed from 60s arty sound &#038; trippy visuals events?</p>
<p>Has anyone done anything more with it, not just contemporary imagery, audio and tech, but extra levels of engagement</p>
<p>Is there anything more general? a festival perhaps rather than one band?</p>
<p>I&#8217;m just after contemporary audiovisual events with a sense of communal experience, change, purpose, actual revolution.</p>
<p>that&#8217;s such a problematic phrase anyway, I&#8217;m just trying to work out how we can make something big happen <img src='http://anabenlloch.net/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_smile.gif' alt=':)' class='wp-smiley' /> </p>
<p>it can be different stuff really, just audiovisual events that are a bit more challenging to today&#8217;s jaded audiences</p></blockquote>
<p>I&#8217;m aware these terms are difficult to prove, at this stage I&#8217;m just trying to find something that feels like those things are going on, or that has those intentions.</p>
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		<title>Ritual Masquerade Costumes</title>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 07 Jun 2011 13:37:08 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Ana</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[<a href="http://anabenlloch.net/research/ritual-masquerade-costumes/"><img align="left" hspace="5" width="150" height="150" src="http://anabenlloch.net/wp-content/uploads/galembo_01_lg-200x200.jpg" class="alignleft wp-post-image tfe" alt="" title="Phyllis Galembo, Akata Dance Masquerade, Cross River, Nigeria, 2004" /></a>These Phyllis Galembo photographs show some interesting costumes, I&#8217;m particularly interested in the knitted ones. &#8220;Large-scale color photographs from 2005 to 2006 reflect the ritual adornment and spirituality of masquerade in Nigeria, Benin and Burkina Faso in West Africa.&#8221; – Tang Museum &#160; They remind me a bit of Mark Newport&#8217;s knitted costumes, which are [...]]]></description>
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<p>These Phyllis Galembo photographs show some interesting costumes, I&#8217;m particularly interested in the knitted ones.  </p>
<blockquote><p>&#8220;Large-scale color photographs from 2005 to 2006 reflect the ritual adornment and spirituality of masquerade in Nigeria, Benin and Burkina Faso in West Africa.&#8221; – <a href="http://tang.skidmore.edu/index.php/pages/view/110/" target="_blank">Tang Museum</a></p></blockquote>
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<p><a href="http://anabenlloch.net/wp-content/uploads/newpo_Argyleman-2007_web.jpg"><img src="http://anabenlloch.net/wp-content/uploads/newpo_Argyleman-2007_web-234x400.jpg" alt="" title="ARGYLEMAN, 2007, Hand knit acrylic and buttons" width="234" height="400" class="alignleft size-medium wp-image-1265" /></a></p>
<p>They remind me a bit of Mark Newport&#8217;s knitted costumes, which are an abject mixture of something heroic and pathetic, perhaps making a link between the repetition-pleasure of stereotypically male geeky pursuits and female craft activities.</p>
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<p>There&#8217;s also various other knitted masks I&#8217;ve seen passed around online in a viral meme way, like <a href="http://images.taunton.com/downloads/th/snowfooling.pdf">Snow Fooling by Meg Swanson in Threads magazine, issue #39</a>, <a href="http://melissaland.com/?p=838">ski masks in McCall&#8217;s from 1965</a>, or things like <a href="http://www.yellowtrace.com.au/2010/08/26/design-free-thursday-yarn-bombing-aka-graffiti-knitting/">Yarnbombing</a>.</p>
<p><a href="http://anabenlloch.net/wp-content/uploads/snow-fooling2_lg.jpg"><img src="http://anabenlloch.net/wp-content/uploads/snow-fooling2_lg-200x200.jpg" alt="" title="Snow Fooling by Meg Swanson" width="200" height="200" class="alignnone size-thumbnail wp-image-1269" /></a> <a href="http://anabenlloch.net/wp-content/uploads/scary4.jpg"><img src="http://anabenlloch.net/wp-content/uploads/scary4-200x200.jpg" alt="" title="Mcall&#039;s child&#039;s ski mask" width="200" height="200" class="alignnone size-thumbnail wp-image-1273" /></a> <a href="http://anabenlloch.net/wp-content/uploads/badass-knitting_yellowtrace_04.jpg"><img src="http://anabenlloch.net/wp-content/uploads/badass-knitting_yellowtrace_04-200x200.jpg" alt="" title=" Sibling - men’s knitwear label" width="200" height="200" class="alignnone size-thumbnail wp-image-1272" /></a></p>
<p>Some more unusual ski masks <a href="http://www.threadbanger.com/post/10566/weekly-diy-roundup-ski-masks">here</a>.</p>
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		<title>48 Sheet</title>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 15 Sep 2010 15:11:00 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Ana</dc:creator>
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		<category><![CDATA[An Endless Supply]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[billboards]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Digbeth]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Elizabeth Rowe]]></category>
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		<description><![CDATA[<a href="http://anabenlloch.net/review/48-sheet/"><img align="left" hspace="5" width="150" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_F6nACDRAs40/TJDUXkloi5I/AAAAAAAAAMc/krWL5GJleLs/s320/14092010.jpg" class="alignleft wp-post-image tfe" alt="" title="" /></a>Harry Blackett. Robin Kirkham. Lucy McLauchlan. Ian Richards. Elizabeth Rowe Digbeth, Birmingham 2 – 14 September 2010 The billboards have been speaking to me again. &#160;Their messages leaping out of the paper and infecting my brain with subliminal commands, you feel empty, you need me, this will fill that hole, desire, obey, consume&#8230; But sometimes [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><em>Harry Blackett. Robin Kirkham. Lucy McLauchlan. Ian Richards. Elizabeth Rowe<br />
Digbeth, Birmingham<br />
2 – 14 September 2010</em></p>
<p>The billboards have been speaking to me again. &nbsp;Their messages leaping out of the paper and infecting my brain with subliminal commands, you feel empty, you need me, this will fill that hole, desire, obey, consume&#8230;</p>
<p>But sometimes forces of resistance manage to break through these portals instead. &nbsp;Taking the form and twisting it, questioning the nature of these message boards to the subconscious.</p>
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<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_F6nACDRAs40/TJDUXkloi5I/AAAAAAAAAMc/krWL5GJleLs/s1600/14092010.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><img border="0" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_F6nACDRAs40/TJDUXkloi5I/AAAAAAAAAMc/krWL5GJleLs/s320/14092010.jpg" /></a><br />
Ian Richards</div>
<p>The dream state can be accessed to show us the potential of images in the media, that they can have moments of ecstasy, strange violent joy, if we only take the time to read them actively instead of passively.</p>
<p>(This particular intrusion of one reality into another was so powerful my camera couldn&#8217;t capture it, so I borrowed evidence from <a href="http://digbeth.org/2010/09/a-walk-around-the-48-sheet-route-2/">DiG</a>)</p>
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Elizabeth Rowe</div>
<p>The debris can be reformed, grow into new shapes, remind us of the creative possibilities we saw when we were young, before they convinced us that fun had to be bought.</p>
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Lucy McLauchlan</div>
<p>Or we can simply distill the adverts and logos into pure icons, sigils that refuse translation, while firing off endless associations.</p>
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Harry Blackett and Robin Kirkham</div>
<p>&#8212;&#8211;<br /><a href="http://www.ec-arts.com/2010/08/48-sheet/" target="_blank">EC Arts: 48 Sheet</a><br /><a href="http://www.heavyobject.com/" target="_blank">Ian Richards</a><br /><a href="http://www.elrowe.com/" target="_blank">Elizabeth Rowe</a><br /><a href="http://www.beat13.co.uk/" target="_blank">Lucy McLauchlan</a><br /><a href="http://anendlesssupply.co.uk/" target="_blank">Harry Blackett and Robin Kirkham</a></p>
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		<title>Carnival Indians</title>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 23 Aug 2010 11:08:41 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Ana</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[<a href="http://anabenlloch.net/research/carnival-indians/"><img align="left" hspace="5" width="150" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_wSPANO5qmhk/TCCHVCtStPI/AAAAAAAAJzo/XUvXQQfIoyY/s320/29wn43b.jpg" class="alignleft wp-post-image tfe" alt="" title="" /></a>&#8220;Mardi Gras Indians are African-American Carnival revelers in New Orleans, Louisiana, who dress up for Mardi Gras in suits influenced by Native American ceremonial apparel.&#8221; from Treme Indians This article also uses the phrase &#8220;masking as Indians&#8221; which sounds very similar to some avatar performances. I&#8217;ll look into Carnival a bit more in future, it [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_wSPANO5qmhk/TCCHVCtStPI/AAAAAAAAJzo/XUvXQQfIoyY/s320/29wn43b.jpg"><img style="float: left; margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; cursor: pointer; width: 253px; height: 320px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_wSPANO5qmhk/TCCHVCtStPI/AAAAAAAAJzo/XUvXQQfIoyY/s320/29wn43b.jpg" alt="" border="0"></a></p>
<blockquote><p>&#8220;Mardi Gras Indians are African-American Carnival revelers in New Orleans, Louisiana, who dress up for Mardi Gras in suits influenced by Native American ceremonial apparel.&#8221; from <a href="http://weirdtv.blogspot.com/2010/07/what-fuck-was-up-with-those-treme.html">Treme Indians</a></p></blockquote>
<p>This article also uses the phrase &#8220;masking as Indians&#8221; which sounds very similar to some avatar performances.  I&#8217;ll look into Carnival a bit more in future, it was something I explored a while ago, but these things do have a habit of coming round again in cycles.</p>
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		<title>▲</title>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 13 Aug 2010 21:43:00 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Ana</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[<a href="http://anabenlloch.net/research/%e2%96%b2/"><img align="left" hspace="5" width="150" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_BVFWzuPUeIc/S-b0aYIWVRI/AAAAAAAAABY/_qq3kHn5DNY/s1600/l_038febda6fd44682a82bf0d226747c5b.jpg" class="alignleft wp-post-image tfe" alt="" title="" /></a>I&#8217;ve been looking into WITCHH▲US, partly because the sound and visual aesthetic is related to what we&#8217;re doing with Samekhmem, partly because I find the use of coded language interesting: There&#8217;s a good overview in the Pitchfork article: Ghosts in the machine I&#8217;m interested in the way there&#8217;s a glitching and stuttering of language in [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I&#8217;ve been looking into WITCHH▲US, partly because the sound and visual aesthetic is related to what we&#8217;re doing with Samekhmem, partly because I find the use of coded language interesting:</p>
<p><img src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_BVFWzuPUeIc/S-b0aYIWVRI/AAAAAAAAABY/_qq3kHn5DNY/s1600/l_038febda6fd44682a82bf0d226747c5b.jpg" width="300" height="657" /></p>
<p><img src="http://eeteesee.files.wordpress.com/2010/03/witch-havs.jpg" /></p>
<p><img src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_BVFWzuPUeIc/S-cGjOUGlXI/AAAAAAAAACA/lcnBDNkD1Hk/s1600/25471_368924559137_368923839137_3412573_5963653_n.jpg" /></p>
<p>There&#8217;s a good overview in the <a href="http://pitchfork.com/features/articles/7806-ghosts-in-the-machine/">Pitchfork article: Ghosts in the machine</a></p>
<p>I&#8217;m interested in the way there&#8217;s a glitching and stuttering of language in the names</p>
<p><a href="http://www.empireonline.com/forum/tm.asp?m=2815126&amp;mpage=1&amp;key=&amp;NID=0#2815126">&#8220;the deliberately under-the-radar approach of its leading lights (oOoOO,  †‡†,  Gr†ll Gr†ll, ℑ⊇◊⊆ℜ, GL▲SS †33†H, &#8216;†∆†, etc) who have opted to make their names either unGoogleable or unpronounceable.&#8221;</a></p>
<p><a href="http://www.guardian.co.uk/music/musicblog/2010/aug/11/bands-names-symbols">&#8220;the bands whose /\/ /\ /\/\ € $ are made out of $¥ /\/\ ß 0 \ $&#8221;</a></p>
<p><a href="http://drownedinsound.com/community/boards/music/4256639">/// ▲▲▲ \\\<br />//TENSE//<br />▲<br />†‡†<br />oOoOO<br />Gr†ll Gr†ll<br />Mater Suspiria Vision<br />Modern Witch<br />PWIN ▲▲ TEAKS<br />tearist<br />twYIY<ght>ZoNe<br />WHITE RING</a></p>
<p>This also relates to my interest in <a href="http://www.wikihow.com/Read-and-Write-in-1337">l337</a></p>
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		<title>Dead Fingers Talk</title>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 20 Jun 2010 23:29:00 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Ana</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[<a href="http://anabenlloch.net/review/dead-fingers-talk/"><img align="left" hspace="5" width="150" src="http://farm2.static.flickr.com/1029/4727305314_1056379f62_m.jpg" class="alignleft wp-post-image tfe" alt="" title="" /></a>Dead Fingers Talk: The Tape Experiments of William S. Burroughs IMT Unit2/210, Cambridge Heath Road,  London, E2 9NQ 28 May &#8211; 18 July 2010 Something wordless called me to this exhibition, the dry hissing of ghost tapes echoing sibilantly around the streets. As I entered the space, a portal reached out to me, bending space [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><em><a href="http://www.imagemusictext.com/project-listing/deadfingerstalk">Dead Fingers Talk: The Tape Experiments of William S. Burroughs</a><br />
<a href="http://www.imagemusictext.com/">IMT</a> Unit2/210, Cambridge Heath Road,  London, E2 9NQ<br />
28 May &#8211; 18 July 2010</em></p>
<div class="wp-caption alignright" style="width: 150px"><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/imtgallery/4727305314/in/photostream" title="Plastique Fantastique Yage-Cat-Demon Shrine, detail, David Burrows and Simon O'Sullivan"  target="_blank"><img src="http://farm2.static.flickr.com/1029/4727305314_1056379f62_m.jpg" class="padded"></a><p class="wp-caption-text">Plastique Fantastique Yage-Cat-Demon Shrine, detail, David Burrows and Simon O'Sullivan</p></div>
<p>Something wordless called me to this exhibition, the dry hissing of ghost tapes echoing sibilantly around the streets.  As I entered the space, a portal reached out to me, bending space with cones of acceleration and deceleration.  Plastique Fantastique&#8217;s three-dimensional diagram was charged with a subliminal feline Scientology spell.  It pricked my skin with a strange energy, and my brain was infected with the parasite-thought of Burroughs&#8217; reality-changing playbacks of tapes.</p>
<p>His other experiments with cut-up audio techniques include combining street sounds with news reports, morse-code with adverts, his own speech spliced and looped until new meanings break through, as if from the future or outer space.  23 artists and groups were invited to create work in response to these re-edits of the world, and although there were plenty of ghosts in the walls and ceilings, there were also more visual and physical &#8216;recordings&#8217;.</p>
<p>In the centre of the main room were two buckets filled with a dark liquid that suggested oil or the blood of a giant black centipede.  This piece by Alex Baker &#038; Kit Poulson was activated when a droning buzz made the floorboards vibrate, and the liquid shivered in kaleidoscopic patterns, hypnotic eye pools drawing you into their conversation.</p>
<div class="wp-caption alignleft" style="width: 160px"><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/imtgallery/4727312408/in/photostream" title="First Thought Best Thought by Aki Onda" target="_blank"><img src="http://farm2.static.flickr.com/1121/4727312408_c65318ef6f_m.jpg" class="padded"></a><p class="wp-caption-text">First Thought Best Thought, Aki Onda</p></div>
<p>In the gallery setting, old tape recorders became sculptural objects, particularly the orange painted machine used to play Simon Reuben White&#8217;s found recordings of a man sending audio letters to his mother.  These could have been fictional, but it was still easy to get involved in his problems through the polite intimacy of his updates.</p>
<p>There were also visual collages, such as Riccardo Iacono&#8217;s jumpy images scratched onto film, or the ever changing montage of images by o.blaat that reminded me of Ozymandias&#8217; headquarters in The Watchmen, where he divines the currents of history through a giant insect-eye of screens.</p>
<p>This exhibition is named after a Burroughs novel that was itself a &#8216;cut up&#8217; of his previous work, and the pieces resonate with each other to create a virus in the visitor&#8217;s head, that in turn leaks out to merge with the stuttering sounds of the outside world.</p>
<p>Originally published on <a href="http://www.a-n.co.uk/interface/reviews/single/643788">Interface</a></p>
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		<title>The Sluts</title>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 17 Feb 2010 10:17:00 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Ana</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[<a href="http://anabenlloch.net/research/the-sluts/"><img align="left" hspace="5" width="150" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_xPs_I-EG1fI/S3vxbJ8xIbI/AAAAAAAAAIk/FAWfcMwc1js/s400/the_sluts_dennis_cooper.jpg" class="alignleft wp-post-image tfe" alt="" title="" /></a>I&#8217;ve always been fascinated by the posts on Dennis Cooper&#8217;s blog that collect together escorts adverts where they promise extreme things (examples here, here, and here, or search here). When I was discussing it with Thomas Moronic he said that he&#8217;s really interested in the distance between what they promise and what they would actually do, [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_xPs_I-EG1fI/S3vxbJ8xIbI/AAAAAAAAAIk/FAWfcMwc1js/s1600-h/the_sluts_dennis_cooper.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 263px; height: 400px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_xPs_I-EG1fI/S3vxbJ8xIbI/AAAAAAAAAIk/FAWfcMwc1js/s400/the_sluts_dennis_cooper.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5439206423809565106" /></a><br />I&#8217;ve always been fascinated by the posts on Dennis Cooper&#8217;s blog that collect together escorts adverts where they promise extreme things (examples <a href="http://denniscooper-theweaklings.blogspot.com/2009/05/dcs-aggregate-of-slaves-for-month-of.html">here</a>, <a href="http://denniscooper-theweaklings.blogspot.com/2008_12_30_archive.html">here</a>, and <a href="http://denniscooper-theweaklings.blogspot.com/2009_04_29_archive.html">here</a>, or <a href="http://www.google.com/search?hl=en&amp;client=safari&amp;rls=en&amp;q=site%3Adenniscooper-theweaklings.blogspot.com+monthly+slaves&amp;btnG=Search&amp;aq=f&amp;aqi=&amp;oq=">search here</a>). When I was discussing it with <a href="http://thomasmoronic.blogspot.com/">Thomas Moronic</a> he said that he&#8217;s really interested in the distance between what they promise and what they would actually do, but I think I&#8217;m more interested in the primacy of that fantasy world over the reality, and how it relates to the Post-Real that I&#8217;ve been working with in a.a.s</p>
<p>The story is all told in forms of digital communication, mostly postings on an escort review site, but also some IMs and emails, and this creates a distanced, sparse style, where you can read into the gaps left.  Throughout the novel, there is a confusion over whether the posts are &#8216;true&#8217; or not, and if the people are the &#8216;real&#8217; Brad and Brian, something that is exploited by multiple characters.  There is a growing sense that the fantasy is more important, more real, than the truth.  However, the character who tries to harness this seems to ultimately fail, perhaps it needs to have a life of it&#8217;s own to be so powerful.</p>
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		<title>Virtual ESP</title>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 03 Sep 2009 09:57:00 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Ana</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[<a href="http://anabenlloch.net/research/virtual-esp/"><img align="left" hspace="5" width="150" height="150" src="http://anabenlloch.net/wp-content/uploads/takeo_magruder_1-200x200.jpg" class="alignleft wp-post-image tfe" alt="" title="takeo_magruder_1" /></a>Went to presentation by Michael Takeo Magruder about his project:&#8220;The Virtualised and Visualised Gallery &#8211; Eastside Projects: KVL in collaboration with the Visualisation Research Unit, Birmingham City University will create a comparative exploration of the creative and curatorial potential of four different virtual environments, including activities in OpenSim and X3D. Creating pilot 3D online, user-customisable [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Went to presentation by Michael Takeo Magruder about his project:<br /><span style="font-style: italic;">&#8220;The Virtualised and Visualised Gallery &#8211; Eastside Projects: KVL in collaboration with the Visualisation Research Unit, Birmingham City University will create a comparative exploration of the creative and curatorial potential of four different virtual environments, including activities in OpenSim and X3D. Creating pilot 3D online, user-customisable version of the Eastside Projects Gallery, Birmingham and its collection, and providing a platform for the creation of natively virtual and mixed reality contemporary artworks. Funded by Arts Council England 2009-10.&#8221;</span><br /><a href="http://www.kvl.cch.kcl.ac.uk/funding.html">http://www.kvl.cch.kcl.ac.uk/funding.html</a></p>
<p><span style="font-style: italic;">&#8220;Michael Takeo Magruder is an artist and researcher in King’s Visualisation Lab, King&#8217;s College London. His work uses emerging technologies, including high-performance computing, mobile devices and virtual environments, blending Information Age technologies with modernist aesthetics to explore the networked, digital world.&#8221;</span><br /><a href="http://www.takeo.org/">http://www.takeo.org/</a><br />
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<p>He talked a little about the problems of working in Second Life and other places that are user content driven &#8211; that in signing up to them you are allowing the company to joint own your content.  He referred to the problem of not being able to &#8220;die&#8221; in virtual worlds, where even if you delete the avatar and the content you created, there is  still a backup that the company could revive if they wanted to.</p>
<p>The project seems interesting, but very focused around a physical space.  As there is already an Eastside Projects in Second Life, it&#8217;d be great to find it and do some guerrilla performances there, perhaps get other people to do it as well.</p>
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		<title>Night Shivers</title>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 19 Jul 2009 22:37:09 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Ana</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[The middle of the night. It&#8217;s always in the middle of the night they come, scratching in the corners of the room. As soon as I turn on the light they scuttle away before I can catch them, only to slither back as soon as my eyes close. In the dark they glow faintly in [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>The middle of the night.  It&#8217;s always in the middle of the night they come, scratching in the corners of the room.  As soon as I turn on the light they scuttle away before I can catch them, only to slither back as soon as my eyes close.  In the dark they glow faintly in the edges of my vision, going dark when I look straight at them.  I sometimes throw things at them, but they&#8217;re fast when they need to be.</p>
<p>They&#8217;re getting closer each night, seeping towards me and paralysing me with dread.  I can slow them down by concentrating, but I always get exhausted eventually, and they gain ground while I&#8217;m asleep.</p>
<p>I think they reached the sides of my bed last night, and I&#8217;m determined to hold out until dawn if I have to.  I hear a sickening, slimy sound to my left and focus there, pushing the creatures away with my thoughts, but then I realise there&#8217;s a pulsing weight on my chest.  I try to turn my head back, but everything is in slow motion, there&#8217;s one of them on me and I can&#8217;t even shudder.  Close up, they are even more alien, a luminous outline of something shimmering and uncanny like a deep sea predator.  It&#8217;s breathing in time with me and with growing horror I realise I&#8217;m getting sleepy.  I fight to stay awake but the flickering presence has sapped my will and my eyes close under its spell.</p>
<p>When I wake I&#8217;m mad with thirst, and I&#8217;m already gulping from the tap before I realise I&#8217;m covered in some kind of sticky residue.  The implications hit me and I vomit back all I&#8217;ve just drunk.  I crawl to the shower with a roaring in my ears, but even the water doesn&#8217;t seem to clean me.  Wherever it touches I feel a skin memory of being caressed by unnatural bodies, and the sensations overwhelm me until I&#8217;m kneeling and gasping.  I screw my eyes up, desperately trying not to admit to myself how queasily good it feels.</p>
<p>All day I&#8217;m in a daze, only partly there, the rest of my mutinous mind lingering on half-remembered sensations that I try not to enjoy.  Despite my best efforts, I&#8217;m looking forward to going to bed for the first time since the invaders appeared.  I don&#8217;t know at what point during the day I gave in to the inevitable, but I get undressed as if I&#8217;m bedding a lover.</p>
<p>Finally the longed for noises start, and with no psychic resistance to slow them they&#8217;re all over me in minutes, I&#8217;m weighted down with their strange mass, and I start to lose sense of my edges.  I suppose some of them must have slipped inside me, but it seems unimportant compared to the blurry connection I&#8217;m starting to feel to their hive-mind.  The more I let go of my own identity, the more I&#8217;m rewarded with a buzz of approval and lust, until I dissolve completely into their greater purpose.</p>
<p>The next morning I feel perfect, energised, everything seems to flow easily, without my usual clumsy mistakes.  I glide out of my door with them hidden inside me, I&#8217;m their willing puppet as I go up to every letter box on my street, shivering ecstatically as they slide down my arms and into a new home.</p>
<p class="timestamp">&copy;  July 2009 (Originally published in <a href="http://anendlesssupply.wordpress.com/2009/08/14/midnight-silverfish-around-the-hot-freezer/">Endless Supply Issue 4</a> guest edited by Kate Pennington-Wilson)</p>
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		<title>Forum Research</title>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 29 Jun 2009 18:29:00 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Ana</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Buck Eliphas from Geodecity asked me if I knew of any better systems for forums so we could have more of a social space to chat, I didn&#8217;t offhand, so looked into it a bit. Matt L suggested FriendFeed rooms, which do refresh when there&#8217;s something new, but the sign up might be a bit [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Buck Eliphas from Geodecity asked me if I knew of any better systems for forums so we could have more of a social space to chat, I didn&#8217;t offhand, so looked into it a bit.</p>
<p>Matt L suggested <a href="http://friendfeed.com/">FriendFeed</a> rooms, which do refresh when there&#8217;s something new, but the sign up might be a bit offputting, and it is linked to lots of other things which might be distracting.</p>
<p>Charlie P also suggested I should look at the <a href="http://www.forum-software.org/live-forum-demonstrations">various options here</a>, but at first glance none of them seem to do it, I can forward that link to Reactor I suppose.</p>
<p>I did find <a href="http://www.blursoft.com/metaForum/index.php">Blursoft</a> and set up <a href="http://hosted.planetblur.org/shiftingsands/index.php">ShiftingSands</a> &#8211; it does show posts immediately when someone does them but very limited otherwise, and loads of extra features that aren&#8217;t necessary.</p>
<p><a href="http://www.vbulletin.org/forum/showthread.php?t=201697">This</a> seems promising, but not sure how to do it, and then there&#8217;s <a href="http://www.mybboard.net/">myBB</a> but that doesn&#8217;t seem to have this feature yet.</p>
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		<title>Jian&#8217;s Sandbox</title>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 19 Jun 2009 22:07:00 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Ana</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[<a href="http://anabenlloch.net/research/jians-sandbox/"><img align="left" hspace="5" width="150" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_xPs_I-EG1fI/SkHumgzIHnI/AAAAAAAAAHk/sH1k8878e80/s320/Snapshot2_001.png" class="alignleft wp-post-image tfe" alt="" title="" /></a>NB. Times are -8 hours, PST &#8211; haven&#8217;t worked out how to change yet [11:47] Jian Alcott: Meep meep.[11:53] Ana Vemo: oh, hi[11:53] Ana Vemo: i&#8217;m just turning into a wrong rabbit thing [11:53] Jian Alcott: Oh good. ;p[11:53] Jian Alcott: What rabbit?[11:53] Ana Vemo: i think it was meant to be sorter before i [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>NB. Times are -8 hours, PST &#8211; haven&#8217;t worked out how to change yet</p>
<p>[11:47]  Jian Alcott: Meep meep.<br />[11:53]  Ana Vemo: oh, hi<br />[11:53]  Ana Vemo: i&#8217;m just turning into a wrong rabbit thing</p>
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<p>[11:53]  Jian Alcott: Oh good. ;p<br />[11:53]  Jian Alcott: What rabbit?<br />[11:53]  Ana Vemo: i think it was meant to be sorter before i put it on, dunno it&#8217;s called benny by locos pocos<br />[11:54]  Jian Alcott: aha, strange<br />[11:54]  Ana Vemo: what you up to?<br />[11:55]  Jian Alcott: Just got TPd to a club of fuzzy people, it&#8217;s just opened<br />[11:55]  Jian Alcott: Where&#8217;d you manage to wander to?<br />[11:55]  Ana Vemo: oh, how appripriate, i&#8217;m just on help island<br />[11:56]  Jian Alcott: Aha<br />[11:57]  Jian Alcott: Was thinking, as far as land goes, I have enough to rent a small area for about a week, but it really depends what they want <span style="font-style: italic;">[She's talking about possibility of working on a Second Life version of Geodecity with Reactor]</span><br />[11:58]  Ana Vemo: well, if we end up doing stuff for them i&#8217;m sure we can get them to pay, think they haven&#8217;t done anything cos they&#8217;ve been too busy with other things<br />[11:58]  Jian Alcott: Yeah, understandable<br />[11:59]  Ana Vemo: but it would be good to get some kind of oganisation to &#8216;host&#8217; things as that&#8217;s what they do in RL<br />[11:59]  Jian Alcott: Yeah, it shoul;dn&#8217;t be too hard to arrange here,<br />[12:01]  Jian Alcott: Want to listen to some rock/see this place?<br />[12:02]  Jian Alcott pretends to listen, speakers are broken<br />[12:03]  Jian Alcott: But yes, I have some in-game money left over if you need any, and about 50k textures<br />[12:04]  Jian Alcott: if you ever want to build<br />[12:04]  Ana Vemo: maybe, just seeing if i can get this horrible rabbit to work<br />[12:05]  Jian Alcott: IWould be interesting to see. Going to see if I can drag more people here so they wont notice me vanish, they keep throwing free money at people though<br />[12:05]  Ana Vemo: free money? interesting, i can come there but i look a bit freaky<br />[12:06]  Jian Alcott: And a room of people with animal heds is ormal?<br />[12:06]  Ana Vemo: lol<br />[12:08]  Jian Alcott: ehehe, cute and strange&#8230;<br />[12:08]  Ana Vemo: oopss<br />[12:08]  Ana Vemo: i can&#8217;t move very well yet<br />[12:08]  Jian Alcott: Lag problems?<br />[12:13]  Ana Vemo: kind of, more that I just don&#8217;t know how to move apart from arrows<br />[12:13]  Jian Alcott: oh<br />[12:13]  Jian Alcott: keyboard<br />[12:14]  Jian Alcott: tends to be a lot easier<br />[12:16]  Jian Alcott: Any better?<br />[12:17]  Ana Vemo: keyboard? i meant arrows on keyboard<br />[12:17]  Jian Alcott: Oh, sorry, thought you meant on-screen arrows<br />[12:17]  Jian Alcott: are you set running or walking?<br />[12:18]  Ana Vemo: hmm, walking i guesss<br />[12:18]  Ana Vemo: am i ok like this? i could go more human but with ears and tail<br />[12:19]  Jian Alcott: People are fairly relaxed, I wouldn&#8217;t worry about it. <img src='http://anabenlloch.net/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_smile.gif' alt=':)' class='wp-smiley' /> <br />[12:19]  Jian Alcott: Just came along to support a bit, we used to run events together but there was a dispute with some others<br />[12:19]  Ana Vemo: i feel like areally weird creepy rabbit staring at the dancers<br />[12:19]  Jian Alcott: A shame, it was nice to earn some beer money<br />[12:19]  Jian Alcott: haha<br />[12:20]  Jian Alcott: You see tsukiyono&#8217;s avatar?<br />[12:20]  Jian Alcott: it&#8217;s a freebie if you want one o those<br />[12:21]  Ana Vemo: hang on just changing<br />[12:21]  Jian Alcott: also a free ringtail if you join curious inc. group and check notices<br />[12:21]  Jian Alcott: kk<br />[12:25]  Ana Vemo: i&#8217;m not sure about half of what you meant, where do i go for freebies? do i search for that group?<br />[12:25]  Ana Vemo: i&#8217;m such a noob<br />[12:25]  Jian Alcott: Hehe, go into search, and type curious, into group search<br />[12:25]  Jian Alcott: it should be the first one that comes up, curious inc.<br />[12:26]  Jian Alcott: You may never use them, but there&#8217;s no harm in accumulating free things<br />[12:28]  Ana Vemo: yeah, can&#8217;t find it yet but will keep trying, you&#8217;re like a total mash up of crazy, looks great!<br />[12:28]  Jian Alcott: I like to mess with things, the results are fun. <img src='http://anabenlloch.net/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_smile.gif' alt=':)' class='wp-smiley' /> <br />[12:29]  Jian Alcott: It&#8217;s also fun to take things apart, just so I can work out how it was made,<br />[12:29]  Jian Alcott: Which freebie places did you visit?<br />[12:30]  Ana Vemo: yeah, cool, i found the group, how do i join?<br />[12:30]  Jian Alcott: if you click info, or something along those lines on that page<br />[12:30]  Jian Alcott: you should have a join option<br />[12:30]  Ana Vemo: thre&#8217;s a blog, mostly quite dull fashion stuff, but they&#8217;ve got a shop that&#8217;s all free,<br />[12:30]  Jian Alcott: curious?<br />[12:32]  Jian Alcott: Ohh<br />[12:32]  Jian Alcott: search curious inc<br />[12:32]  Ana Vemo: no, i mean that&#8217;s where i got the other stuff, yeah i found it but can&#8217;t find a join link, sorry,<br />[12:33]  Jian Alcott: ohh, I see<br />[12:33]  Jian Alcott: Sorry, confusing myself<br />[12:33]  Jian Alcott: if you click it, then click view full profile<br />[12:33]  Jian Alcott: there&#8217;ll be a little blue button under the logo, saying join<br />[12:33]  Jian Alcott: once youv&#8217;;e joined, click the notices tab<br />[12:34]  Jian Alcott: then the ringtail update! notice,<br />[12:34]  Jian Alcott: then at the bottom, click open attachment<br />[12:35]  Jian Alcott: same can be done with pound&#8217;s pharmacy for the neko ears<br />[12:35]  Jian Alcott: ah<br />[12:35]  Jian Alcott: you&#8217;ll need to unpack it in a sandbox<br />[12:36]  Ana Vemo: ok<br />[12:36]  Jian Alcott: detatch for now <img src='http://anabenlloch.net/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_smile.gif' alt=':)' class='wp-smiley' /> <br />[12:36]  Ana Vemo: bum<br />[12:36]  Jian Alcott laughs<br />[12:36]  Jian Alcott: Looks good. ;p<br />[12:37]  Ana Vemo: sigh<br />[12:37]  Jian Alcott: Hm?<br />[12:37]  Ana Vemo: and why have i got the group name above my head? how do i get rid of that?<br />[12:37]  Jian Alcott: Go into contacts tab<br />[12:38]  Jian Alcott: the ngroups tab<br />[12:38]  Jian Alcott: select &#8216;none&#8217; then &#8216;activate&#8217;<br />[12:38]  Jian Alcott: Shal lwe go to a sandbox?<br />[12:39]  Ana Vemo: ok, rather than me dor=king about in public<br />[12:39]  Jian Alcott: I wouldn&#8217;t worry about it, they&#8217;re all dorks. ;p<br />[12:40]  Ana Vemo: so how do you go to a shandbox?<br />[12:40]  Jian Alcott: There&#8217;s a sandbox in the same region, I&#8217;ll go and teleport you<br />[12:40]  Ana Vemo: ok<br />[12:46]  Jian Alcott: wb<br />[12:46]  Jian Alcott: crash?<br />[12:47]  Ana Vemo: yeah, i borks after about an hour<br />[12:47]  Ana Vemo: can you copy the im chat? i just tried and it didn&#8217;t seem to work<br />[12:47]  Jian Alcott: you need to select and ctrl c<br />[12:47]  Jian Alcott: or the mac equivalent<br />[12:48]  Ana Vemo: yeah, that&#8217;s what i did, but then couldn&#8217;t paste<br />[12:48]  Ana Vemo: gah<br />[12:48]  Jian Alcott: what&#8217;s quite odd, do you want a log of this?<br />[12:48]  Jian Alcott: i think there&#8217;s an option to do that<br />[12:49]  Ana Vemo: yeah, it&#8217;s a bit rambling, but it&#8217;s useful for my research, to see how i develop things<br />[12:50]  Jian Alcott: edit<br />[12:50]  Jian Alcott: preferences<br />[12:50]  Jian Alcott: communication tab<br />[12:50]  Jian Alcott: logging options section<br />[12:50]  Jian Alcott: want another teleport?<br />[12:50]  Jian Alcott: just made a quick sky platform, so no random wanderers will get in the way<br />[12:51]  Jian Alcott: with a fence to stop you toddling off the edge ;p<br />[12:52]  Ana Vemo: cool, yeah, how do i teleport?</p>
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<p>[12:52]  Teleport completed from http://slurl.com/secondlife/FurNation%20Heroes/72/39/480<br />[12:52]  Connecting to in-world Voice Chat&#8230;<br />[12:52]  Jian Alcott: Ana enclosure ;p<br />[12:52]  Connected<br />[12:53]  Ana Vemo: do you splat if you fall off?<br />[12:53]  Jian Alcott laughs, yeeeah.. <img src='http://anabenlloch.net/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_razz.gif' alt=':P' class='wp-smiley' /> <br />[12:53]  Jian Alcott: you do a bit, sadly it&#8217;s not a very big splat<br />[12:53]  Jian Alcott: more of a sprawl<br />[12:54]  Jian Alcott: Lag is reduced at this level anyway, nothing to render save for us, and a box<br />[12:54]  Jian Alcott: But sandboxes are good for rezzing boxes, as wel las building<br />[12:55]  Jian Alcott: so you can just open boxes by dragging them on the ground<br />[12:55]  Jian Alcott: Sorry, <img src='http://anabenlloch.net/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_smile.gif' alt=':)' class='wp-smiley' /> <br />[12:56]  Curious &#8211; Ringtail!: Your new Curious &#8211; Ringtail! should -hopefully- be delivered to you shortly!<br />[12:56]  Jian Alcott: all I&#8217;m doing is proving I have no life. ;p<br />[12:56] RINGTAIL DELIVERY UNIT owned by Uchi Desmoulins gave you &#8216;Curious &#8211; Ringtail BETA&#8217; ( http://slurl.com/secondlife/Curious/206/206/2001 ).<br />[12:56]  Jian Alcott: A box in a box<br />[12:56]  Jian Alcott: great ;p<br />[12:56]  Jian Alcott: do the same again to that box <img src='http://anabenlloch.net/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_smile.gif' alt=':)' class='wp-smiley' /> <br />[12:57] Curious &#8211; Ringtail BETA: Your new Curious &#8211; Ringtail BETA can be found in your inventory, in a folder called &#8216;Curious &#8211; Ringtail BETA&#8217;. Drag it onto your avatar to wear it! ALSO, you&#8217;ll find in that folder some directions.<br />[12:57] You decline &#8216;Curious &#8211; Ringtail BETA&#8217; ( http://slurl.com/secondlife/FurNation%20Hell/173/111/470 ) from Curious &#8211; Ringtail BETA.<br />[12:57]  Jian Alcott: Nad now, you have a fuzzy thing<br />[12:57]  Jian Alcott: ;p<br />[12:58]  Jian Alcott: wrong one ;p<br />[12:58]  Jian Alcott: odd<br />[12:58]  Jian Alcott: it should have given yo ua folder<br />[12:58] Curious &#8211; Ringtail BETA owned by Ana Vemo gave you &#8216;Curious &#8211; Ringtail BETA&#8217; ( http://slurl.com/secondlife/FurNation%20Hell/173/111/470 ).<br />[12:58] Curious &#8211; Ringtail BETA: Your new Curious &#8211; Ringtail BETA can be found in your inventory, in a folder called &#8216;Curious &#8211; Ringtail BETA&#8217;. Drag it onto your avatar to wear it! ALSO, you&#8217;ll find in that folder some directions.<br />[12:58]  IM: Rambus Denimore: Hey you furs come on down, we are waiting for you!<br />[12:59]  Curious &#8211; Ringtail!: Your new Curious &#8211; Ringtail! should -hopefully- be delivered to you shortly!<br />[12:59] RINGTAIL DELIVERY UNIT owned by Uchi Desmoulins gave you &#8216;Curious &#8211; Ringtail BETA&#8217; ( http://slurl.com/secondlife/Curious/206/206/2001 ).<br />[12:59]  Jian Alcott: search ringtail in your inventory<br />[12:59]  Jian Alcott: should be a folder icon<br />[13:00]  Jian Alcott: Yay!<br />[13:00]  Jian Alcott: there&#8217;s a female shape in there too<br />[13:02]  Jian Alcott: Just figured, it costs 10 to upload a texture, inclusive of UV textures to make sculpted prims<br />[13:02]  Jian Alcott: might as well take advantage of free ones<br />[13:03]  Jian Alcott: No worries<br />[13:03]  Jian Alcott: Yeah<br />[13:03]  Jian Alcott: Just drag clothes on<br />[13:05]  Jian Alcott: The same group also made this avatar, as a freebie<br />[13:06]  IM: Jian Alcott snickers.<br />[13:06]  Jian Alcott: that&#8217;s hilarious<br />[13:06]  Jian Alcott: and yes, yes i am<br />[13:06]  Jian Alcott: easier to modify when white though<br />[13:06]  Jian Alcott: you can just tint stuff<br />[13:07]  Jian Alcott: I have some textures that you can apply to objects for screenshots/photoshop edits, if you want<br />[13:08]  Jian Alcott: You look charming <img src='http://anabenlloch.net/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_razz.gif' alt=':P' class='wp-smiley' /> <br />[13:08] Jian Alcott: Some builders really take advantage of things called deformers here, so it&#8217;s possible to make dinky avatars<br />[13:09]  Jian Alcott: Horribly.<br />[13:09]  Jian Alcott: It makes me want to learn sculpts<br />[13:11]  Jian Alcott is Offline<br />[13:16]  Jian Alcott is Online<br />[13:17]  Jian Alcott: crash<br />[13:17]  Jian Alcott: ;p<br />[13:18] Jian Alcott: I wish I could say I&#8217;d modified this, but it started like this.. was the result of a project between some builders here and someone on deviantart<br />[13:18]  Jian Alcott: she&#8217;d made up a creature called a qwhilla<br />[13:18]  Jian Alcott: so they made it<br />[13:19] Jian Alcott: I can&#8217;t work out how animation overrides work yet, once i do i might be able to have a go at things like this<br />[13:21]  IM: Jian Alcott pokes you with it<br />[13:21]  Jian Alcott: i&#8217;m still learning to build, was a practice<br />[13:21]  Jian Alcott: objects do fun things when you set them as physical<br />[13:22] You decline &#8216;Curious &#8211; Ringtail BETA&#8217; ( http://slurl.com/secondlife/FurNation%20Hell/173/111/470 ) from Curious &#8211; Ringtail BETA.<br />[13:22] Curious &#8211; Ringtail BETA: Your new Curious &#8211; Ringtail BETA can be found in your inventory, in a folder called &#8216;Curious &#8211; Ringtail BETA&#8217;. Drag it onto your avatar to wear it! ALSO, you&#8217;ll find in that folder some directions.<br />[13:22]  Jian Alcott: oops<br />[13:22]  Jian Alcott: might just make a roof in case i throw it off&#8230;<br />[13:24]  Second Life: Items coming in too fast, automatic preview disabled for 10 seconds.<br />[13:24]  Second Life: Items coming in too fast, automatic preview disabled for 10 seconds.<br />[13:24]  Jian Alcott: if you go on a site called xstreet<br />[13:24]  Second Life: Items coming in too fast, automatic preview disabled for 10 seconds.<br />[13:24]  Jian Alcott: you can also get a lot of semi-decent freebies<br />[13:24]  Second Life: Items coming in too fast, automatic preview disabled for 10 seconds.<br />[13:24]  Second Life: Items coming in too fast, automatic preview disabled for 10 seconds.<br />[13:25]  Jian Alcott: yep<br />[13:25]  Second Life: Items coming in too fast, automatic preview disabled for 10 seconds.[12:53]  Ana Vemo: thank you, you&#8217;re a very kind tutor<br />[12:53]  Ana Vemo: do you splat if you fall off?<br />[12:53]  Jian Alcott laughs, yeeeah.. <img src='http://anabenlloch.net/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_razz.gif' alt=':P' class='wp-smiley' /> <br />[12:53]  Jian Alcott: you do a bit, sadly it&#8217;s not a very big splat<br />[12:53]  Jian Alcott: more of a sprawl<br />[12:54]  Jian Alcott: Lag is reduced at this level anyway, nothing to render save for us, and a box<br />[12:54]  Jian Alcott: But sandboxes are good for rezzing boxes, as wel las building<br />[12:55]  Jian Alcott: so you can just open boxes by dragging them on the ground<br />[12:55]  Ana Vemo: i&#8217;m still only understanding half what you =&#8217;re saying, but i&#8217;ll give ita go<br />[12:55]  Jian Alcott: Sorry, <img src='http://anabenlloch.net/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_smile.gif' alt=':)' class='wp-smiley' /> <br />[12:55]  Ana Vemo: no you&#8217;re being very helpful, it&#8217;s just all a bit new to me<br />[12:56]  Jian Alcott: all I&#8217;m doing is proving I have no life. ;p<br />[12:56]  Ana Vemo: lol<br />[12:56]  Jian Alcott: A box in a box<br />[12:56]  Jian Alcott: great ;p<br />[12:56]  Jian Alcott: do the same again to that box <img src='http://anabenlloch.net/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_smile.gif' alt=':)' class='wp-smiley' /> <br />[12:57]  Jian Alcott: Nad now, you have a fuzzy thing<br />[12:57]  Jian Alcott: ;p<br />[12:58]  Jian Alcott: wrong one ;p<br />[12:58]  Jian Alcott: odd<br />[12:58]  Jian Alcott: it should have given yo ua folder<br />[12:59]  Jian Alcott: search ringtail in your inventory<br />[12:59]  Jian Alcott: should be a folder icon<br />[13:00]  Jian Alcott: Yay!<br />[13:00]  Jian Alcott: there&#8217;s a female shape in there too<br />[13:02]  Jian Alcott: Just figured, it costs 10 to upload a texture, inclusive of UV textures to make sculpted prims<br />[13:02]  Jian Alcott: might as well take advantage of free ones<br />[13:03]  Ana Vemo: sorry was seeing if i could edit<br />[13:03]  Ana Vemo: can i add clothese etc?<br />[13:03]  Jian Alcott: No worries<br />[13:03]  Jian Alcott: Yeah<br />[13:03]  Jian Alcott: Just drag clothes on</p>
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<p>[13:05]  Jian Alcott: The same group also made this avatar, as a freebie<br />[13:06]  Jian Alcott snickers.<br />[13:06]  Ana Vemo: oh that&#8217;s rubbish<br />[13:06]  Ana Vemo: you&#8217;re all white<br />[13:06]  Jian Alcott: that&#8217;s hilarious<br />[13:06]  Jian Alcott: and yes, yes i am<br />[13:06]  Jian Alcott: easier to modify when white though<br />[13:06]  Jian Alcott: you can just tint stuff<br />[13:07]  Jian Alcott: I have some textures that you can apply to objects for screenshots/photoshop edits, if you want<br />[13:07]  Ana Vemo: god i&#8217;m a freak<br />[13:08]  Jian Alcott: You look charming <img src='http://anabenlloch.net/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_razz.gif' alt=':P' class='wp-smiley' /> <br />[13:08]  Jian Alcott: Some builders really take advantage of things called deformers here, so it&#8217;s possible to make dinky avatars<br />[13:08]  Ana Vemo: awww, kawaii<br />[13:09]  Jian Alcott: Horribly.<br />[13:09]  Jian Alcott: It makes me want to learn sculpts<br />[13:11]  Jian Alcott is Offline<br />[13:16]  Jian Alcott is Online<br />[13:17]  Jian Alcott: crash<br />[13:17]  Jian Alcott: ;p<br />[13:17]  Ana Vemo: np, i just try on stuff<br />[13:18]  Ana Vemo: you look wild<br />[13:18]  Jian Alcott: I wish I could say I&#8217;d modified this, but it started like this.. was the result of a project between some builders here and someone on deviantart<br />[13:18]  Jian Alcott: she&#8217;d made up a creature called a qwhilla<br />[13:18]  Jian Alcott: so they made it<br />[13:19]  Ana Vemo: still, it&#8217;s pretty startlng<br />[13:19]  Jian Alcott: I can&#8217;t work out how animation overrides work yet, once i do i might be able to have a go at things like this<br />[13:21]  Ana Vemo: what&#8217;s going on with that magpie?<br />[13:21]  Jian Alcott pokes you with it<br />[13:21]  Ana Vemo: lol<br />[13:21]  Jian Alcott: i&#8217;m still learning to build, was a practice<br />[13:21]  Jian Alcott: objects do fun things when you set them as physical<br />[13:22]  Jian Alcott: oops<br />[13:22]  Jian Alcott: might just make a roof in case i throw it off&#8230;<br />[13:24]  Jian Alcott: if you go on a site called xstreet<br />[13:24]  Jian Alcott: you can also get a lot of semi-decent freebies<br />[13:25]  Ana Vemo: cool, like just in a normal browser?<br />[13:25]  Jian Alcott: yep<br />[13:25]  Ana Vemo: /robot<br />[13:26]  Ana Vemo: oh, that didn&#8217;t work<br />[13:26]  Jian Alcott: you need to activate them first<br />[13:26]  Ana Vemo: how?<br />[13:26]  Ana Vemo: NOOOOoooOOOOoooooo&#8230;<br />[13:26]  Jian Alcott: like that<br />[13:26]  Jian Alcott: <img src='http://anabenlloch.net/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_smile.gif' alt=':)' class='wp-smiley' /> <br />[13:27]  Ana Vemo: er, that&#8217; was odd<br />[13:27]  Jian Alcott: Caramelldansen!<br />[13:27]  Ana Vemo: wow<br />[13:28]  Jian Alcott: strange strange<br />[13:28]  Jian Alcott: I&#8217;M OL&#8217; GREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEG<br />[13:28]  Jian Alcott: ever watch mighty boosh?<br />[13:29]  Ana Vemo: yeah, i always want to say that to greg when i see him<br />[13:29]  Jian Alcott gave you Ol&#8217; Greg.<br />[13:29]  Jian Alcott: ol&#8217; greg gestures <img src='http://anabenlloch.net/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_smile.gif' alt=':)' class='wp-smiley' /> <br />[13:29]  Ana Vemo: scary<br />[13:29]  Jian Alcott: my inventory scares me in general<br />[13:29]  Ana Vemo: lol<br />[13:29]  Ana Vemo: your tentacles aren&#8217;t how i imagined<br />[13:30]  Ana Vemo: they&#8217;re quite floaty<br />[13:30]  Jian Alcott: they can change, i have some slimy ones too<br />[13:30]  Ana Vemo: mmm, lovely<br />[13:30]  Ana Vemo: did you want to do anything else? am i keeping you?<br />[13:30]  Ana Vemo: wow<br />[13:31]  Ana Vemo: now that&#8217;s much more hentai<br />[13:31]  Jian Alcott snickers<br />[13:31]  Jian Alcott: It has a cock part too, quite creepy.<br />[13:31]  Jian Alcott: ta-daa.<br />[13:31]  Jian Alcott: will wonders never cease.<br />[13:31]  Jian Alcott: I don&#8217;t know where this came from, someone gave it to me,<br />[13:32]  Ana Vemo: i didn&#8217;t think i&#8217;d be spending my evening zooimin into a tentacly cokc<br />[13:32]  Jian Alcott laughs<br />[13:32]  Ana Vemo: while dressed as a fox in aschoolgirl skirt<br />[13:33]  Jian Alcott: speaking of foxes, i have some free ones of those if you like<br />[13:33]  Ana Vemo: if you like, can you copy them or something?<br />[13:33]  Jian Alcott gave you pretty much all the avatars made by wingless- FULL MOD.<br />[13:34]  Ana Vemo: kewl, will experiment later<br />[13:34]  Jian Alcott: They&#8217;re not brilliant, but yeah<br />[13:36]  Ana Vemo: big box<br />[13:37]  Jian Alcott: many many odd things in it<br />[13:38]  Jian Alcott: it&#8217;s no wonder my inventory count is at 12,595, I accumulate so much rubbish<br />[13:39]  Ana Vemo: still going i think, tum te tum<br />[13:39]  Jian Alcott: Haha.. oh dear<br />[13:41]  Ana Vemo: er, is it stuck do you think?<br />[13:41]  Jian Alcott: possibly&#8230;<br />[13:42]  Jian Alcott: okay<br />[13:42]  Jian Alcott: pick a colour<br />[13:42]  Jian Alcott: any colour<br />[13:42]  Jian Alcott: ;p<br />[13:42]  Ana Vemo: mm, green?<br />[13:42]  Jian Alcott gave you [boxed fox] green OPEN.</p>
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<p>[13:43]  Ana Vemo: aw that&#8217;s pretty<br />[13:44]  Jian Alcott: Nuclear foxes? Yes ;p<br />[13:44]  Second Life: Items coming in too fast, automatic preview disabled for 10 seconds.<br />[13:44]  Jian Alcott: also have these green ones<br />[13:45]  Jian Alcott: hee, nice<br />[13:45]  Jian Alcott: legs and knees that say &#8216;digi&#8217; mean backjointed<br />[13:45]  Jian Alcott: there&#8217;s a set of digi and not digi in there<br />[13:45]  Ana Vemo: ok<br />[13:45]  Jian Alcott: so requires specific dragging onto you avatar<br />[13:46]  Ana Vemo: can i edit this colour?<br />[13:46]  Jian Alcott: i have many other colours ;p<br />[13:46]  Jian Alcott: want them all?<br />[13:47]  Ana Vemo: err, maybe, does my inventory get too full at any point?<br />[13:47]  Jian Alcott: Nah<br />[13:47]  Jian Alcott gave you [boxed fox] black OPEN.<br />[13:47]  Jian Alcott gave you [boxed fox] gunmetal OPEN.<br />[13:48]  Jian Alcott gave you [boxed fox] pointed white OPEN.<br />[13:48]  Jian Alcott gave you [boxed fox] red wine OPEN.<br />[13:48]  Jian Alcott: all the same style, just different colours<br />[13:48]  Ana Vemo: so, why are you so obsessed with foxes?<br />[13:49]  Jian Alcott: For having that many boxes?<br />[13:49]  Jian Alcott: I don&#8217;t use them, I just accumulate free things. ;p<br />[13:49]  Ana Vemo: do you have just as many for other animals?<br />[13:49]  Jian Alcott: Yeah<br />[13:49]  Jian Alcott: Horses, hyenas, wolves<br />[13:49]  Ana Vemo: this is a dangerous and addictive world<br />[13:49]  Ana Vemo: god&#8230;<br />[13:49]  Ana Vemo: cats?<br />[13:50]  Jian Alcott: some cats<br />[13:50]  Jian Alcott: most are free<br />[13:50]  Jian Alcott: one wasn&#8217;t<br />[13:50]  Jian Alcott: but it was a charity thing, so<br />[13:50]  Ana Vemo: and what about your poses?<br />[13:51]  Second Life: Items coming in too fast, automatic preview disabled for 10 seconds.<br />[13:51]  Jian Alcott: they were free on xstreet<br />[13:51]  Ana Vemo: akk<br />[13:51]  Jian Alcott: giant magpie death?<br />[13:51]  Ana Vemo: er, not today thanks<br />[13:52]  Jian Alcott: Aye aye<br />[13:52]  Ana Vemo: it&#8217;s lovely though<br />[13:52]  Ana Vemo: i&#8217;m very impressed byt all this<br />[13:52]  Jian Alcott: they might have an owl or two<br />[13:52]  Ana Vemo: oh nice<br />[13:52]  Jian Alcott: we can look there if you like<br />[13:52]  Jian Alcott: At some point,<br />[13:53]  Ana Vemo: neat<br />[13:53]  Ana Vemo: did you want to go back down? or have you had enough?<br />[13:54]  Jian Alcott: I don&#8217;t really mind, I&#8217;m just hiding from someone who I promised I&#8217;d organise an event for ;p<br />[13:54]  Ana Vemo: lol<br />[13:54]  Ana Vemo: Smithers! Release the robotic richard simmons&#8230;<br />[13:54]  Ana Vemo: AAAHHH!!!<br />[13:54]  Ana Vemo: Smithers it&#8217;s out of control!!!<br />[13:54]  Ana Vemo: Il take&#8217;em out sir&#8230;<br />[13:54]  Ana Vemo: *BANG*<br />[13:55]  Jian Alcott: Wonderful ;p<br />[13:55]  Ana Vemo: errr<br />[13:55]  Ana Vemo: strange<br />[13:55]  Jian Alcott: My sheppard is (SATAN), he always forgives us no matter what. Really! (SATAN) loves us in a very special way.<br />[13:55]  Ana Vemo: scary<br />[13:55]  Jian Alcott snickers.<br />[13:55]  Jian Alcott: Perhaps.<br />[13:56]  Ana Vemo: i feel a bit like i&#8217;m in the wicker man<br />[13:56]  Jian Alcott: Nice <img src='http://anabenlloch.net/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_razz.gif' alt=':P' class='wp-smiley' /> <br />[13:56]  Jian Alcott: All Hail The Great Shamalama!!!<br />[13:57]  Jian Alcott: All hail the great Shamalamadingdong!<br />[13:57]  Ana Vemo: ook<br />[13:57]  Jian Alcott: You know it&#8217;s friday when there are tentacle penises and talking magpies.<br />[13:58]  Ana Vemo: yep, it&#8217;s great fun<br />[13:58]  Ana Vemo: i&#8217;ll turn up to the meeting dresed like this<br />[13:58]  Ana Vemo: i thought i was pushing it with neko ears<br />[13:58]  Jian Alcott: Haha, did they mind?<br />[13:58]  Ana Vemo: we haven&#8217;t had it yet, it&#8217;s just friends<br />[13:58]  Jian Alcott: ahh<br />[13:59]  Ana Vemo: but we&#8217;re all over the country now<br />[13:59]  Ana Vemo: so did a meeting in 2nd life a few month ago<br />[13:59]  Ana Vemo: next one due soon<br />[13:59]  Jian Alcott: Ah, should be fun<br />[13:59]  Ana Vemo: we ended up in a lapdancing club last time<br />[13:59]  Ana Vemo: maybe i&#8217;ll bring them down there<br />[13:59]  Jian Alcott: tis a fun place,<br />[14:00]  Jian Alcott: there are a lot of peaceful places, the place that makes these birds has a sim that&#8217;s essentially mountains and forests<br />[14:00]  Ana Vemo: are there feathery clubs too?<br />[14:00]  Jian Alcott: it&#8217;s quite sweet<br />[14:00]  Jian Alcott: well, featheries, scalies, furries, they&#8217;re all in the same category<br />[14:00]  Jian Alcott: and &#8216;ferals&#8217; which are essentially full animals<br />[14:00]  Ana Vemo: uh huh, cool<br />[14:01]  Ana Vemo: i think i might have had enough for tonight<br />[14:02]  Jian Alcott: Fair enough, it&#8217;s all a bit mad ;p<br />[14:02]  Ana Vemo: but you&#8217;ve been great<br />[14:02]  Ana Vemo: thank you so much for all the stuff<br />[14:02]  Jian Alcott: That&#8217;s alright, I have tons more if you ever want to have a go at making anything<br />[14:02]  Ana Vemo: ok, if i had another avatar, would i be able to give it to that one? how does it work?<br />[14:03]  Jian Alcott: items have 3 categories set to them,<br />[14:03]  Jian Alcott: copy, modify and transfer<br />[14:03]  Jian Alcott: as long as it doesnt&#8217; say no transfer next to it, you can give it to anyone<br />[14:03]  Jian Alcott: or sell it<br />[14:03]  Jian Alcott: if you make it yourself it&#8217;s all up to you, so<br />[14:04]  Ana Vemo: did you copy all of these?<br />[14:04]  Ana Vemo: i havne&#8217;t taken them off you have i?<br />[14:04]  Jian Alcott: i have copies, <img src='http://anabenlloch.net/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_smile.gif' alt=':)' class='wp-smiley' /> <br />[14:04]  Ana Vemo: cool</p>
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<p>[14:04]  Ana Vemo: i love this sone, it&#8217;s so dumb<br />[14:04]  Jian Alcott: It&#8217;s a bit.. rave-ish<br />[14:04]  Jian Alcott: ;p<br />[14:04]  Ana Vemo: i need a real dog costume by the way<br />[14:04]  Jian Alcott: Oh?<br />[14:05]  Ana Vemo: any hints on making ears?<br />[14:05]  Ana Vemo: not like a full one<br />[14:05]  Ana Vemo: just a suggestion of one<br />[14:05]  Ana Vemo: for cheryl&#8217;s hen night<br />[14:05]  Jian Alcott: Wire and a hairband from clare&#8217;s, or somewhere cheap<br />[14:05]  Jian Alcott: i have some spare fabric that doesn&#8217;t smell of chocolate, boring colours though<br />[14:06]  Ana Vemo: yeah, i was wondering about attaching them directly to my ears, have a headband though if that doesn&#8217;t work<br />[14:06]  Jian Alcott: oh, i see<br />[14:07]  Ana Vemo: i think i saqw something online, will try to find again, probably bookmarked in my weird/research folder<br />[14:07]  Jian Alcott: I suppose you could kinf of make a glove for your ears<br />[14:07]  Jian Alcott: mm,<br />[14:07]  Jian Alcott: Or buy those novely elf ears<br />[14:07]  Jian Alcott: and attach extra things to it<br />[14:07]  Ana Vemo: i&#8217;m thinking card and wire, will experiment<br />[14:07]  Ana Vemo: everyone else will be like ascot ladies day<br />[14:07]  Ana Vemo: i have to perv it up though<br />[14:07]  Jian Alcott: You&#8217;re slightly mad. ;p<br />[14:08]  Ana Vemo: yes<br />[14:08]  Ana Vemo: it is my usp<br />[14:08]  Jian Alcott: Also, I might not be anle to help on Thurs, teaching placement, but coming back for eastside talk I think<br />[14:08]  Ana Vemo: yeah, stu said i&#8217;d forgotten<br />[14:08]  Ana Vemo: the eastside thing sounds interesting but i&#8217;m not an associate<br />[14:08]  Jian Alcott: Nor me, I&#8217;m going to try and sort it out this weekend<br />[14:09]  Ana Vemo: ok, well let us know<br />[14:09]  Ana Vemo: i&#8217;m going to be on here a bit more now, trying to get my head round how to use it<br />[14:10]  Jian Alcott: Ah, that&#8217;ll be fun, careful though, it&#8217;s easy to get sucked in ;p<br />[14:10]  Ana Vemo: how did you make this by the way? the box?<br />[14:10]  Jian Alcott: the box we&#8217;re in?<br />[14:10]  Jian Alcott: I can give you a little building tutorial at some point if you like<br />[14:10]  Ana Vemo: ok, thanks, have a good weekend<br />[14:10]  Jian Alcott: You too!</p>
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		<title>Dreams of Flying</title>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 05 Jun 2009 18:23:04 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Ana</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[When I was young I used to be able to turn into a bird, but as I got older I forgot how. There&#8217;s still an ache of longing when I see something take flight, as if I&#8217;ve got a hole in my chest, and all my dreams are airborne. I never wanted to keep birds, [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>When I was young I used to be able to turn into a bird, but as I got older I forgot how.  There&#8217;s still an ache of longing when I see something take flight, as if I&#8217;ve got a hole in my chest, and all my dreams are airborne.  I never wanted to keep birds, although I was fascinated by my uncle&#8217;s pigeon loft in Spain.  I&#8217;d stand nervously just inside the door as the sound and fluster cascaded, and I lost myself in the flock.</p>
<p>I think I was searching for this joy when I fell in with a guy who bred birds, but somehow it was never the same.  He treated them like products, breeding in what the market wanted and out what was awkward and individual.  They were like little machines, cooped in identical white boxes, eating paint and shitting money.  The shed was eerily quiet, I never heard any singing, cooing, cawing: only the regular shuffling that sounded like a factory drone. I asked him why he never let them fly around, he just looked at me with inhuman yellow eyes and I shivered.  I imagined he wanted to turn me into something more regulated, something more profitable. </p>
<p>One night I couldn&#8217;t sleep, I kept thinking I heard a chorus from the end of the garden, and eventually could no longer dismiss it as a dream.  I turned to see if my companion had heard as well, but his side of the bed was empty, and had no trace of warmth when I felt it.  A spark of hope lit up in my heart and I scurried down to the outhouse.</p>
<p>As I approached, I realised that there was something strange about the birdsong: different phrases were being repeated and layered, until the sound seemed impossible.  I&#8217;d have thought it was a recording, but there seemed to be a similar shifting of what I was seeing, an overlapping set of decoded reality fragments.  The clinical bunker with its regimented zones of species was at the same time an ornate Victorian menagerie and at the same time an intimate wooden shack stinking of guano and at the same time an airy and open glass aviary.</p>
<p>After a few minutes of blinking and swallowing hard I got used to this strange, multiple perception and cautiously walked inside.  The air was made of birds, I could barely breathe, and the twittering machine overwhelmed me as it produced a territory with song. Powdery iron finches flew past me, rusting into nothing as they migrated through time; a papery flock took their place, their wings mapping a line of flight too complex for me to understand.  There were crows made of light, burning dark on the film of my retinas, floating wherever I looked: transparent but persistently present.</p>
<p>I started to feel some of the excitement and dissolution I remembered from when I was young and held out my arms not caring if I was taken up or torn to pieces.  Soon I was covered with bizarre creatures, pecking and clawing at me until I shone like a saint.  With feathers stuck to my bloodied skin, I started to be less harried, as if I was becoming one of them.  I managed to move further inside and saw a lectern with a shimmering book on it.  I leafed through the pages and I realised they were each made from a different bird, still moving, as if they existed in a different dimension and this was just a window into their life.</p>
<p>&#8220;Which one are you?&#8221; said a voice, raspy and alien.  I looked up startled, and saw a shamanistic figure, an ornate dark headdress making him look like a huge raven.  Only his amber eyes told me who it was.  &#8220;Which bird are you?&#8221; he asked again and I recalled a refrain I&#8217;d known when I was a child.</p>
<p>I started to recite: &#8220;Capercaillie, Lammergeyer, Cassowary&#8230;&#8221; With each bird I named, one flew out of the skylight, calling or trilling out in rhythm with my ritualistic list.  The air grew more still and empty and as my speech faltered I realised we were alone.  We looked up a little sadly as all the things we&#8217;d been so sure of receded into the night.</p>
<p>See how they fly.</p>
<p class="timestamp">&copy; June 2009 (originally written for Menagerie of Birds curated by Charlie Levine)</p>
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		<title>Nick Cave Soundsuits</title>
		<link>http://anabenlloch.net/research/nick-cave-soundsuits/</link>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 25 May 2009 14:03:00 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Ana</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[<a href="http://anabenlloch.net/research/nick-cave-soundsuits/"><img align="left" hspace="5" width="150" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_xPs_I-EG1fI/ShqmpNtODDI/AAAAAAAAAHc/B-apGjlt4IY/s320/Nick_Cave_Installation_view_Recent_Soundsuits_2009_1361_73.jpg" class="alignleft wp-post-image tfe" alt="" title="" /></a>from i09 Metal armatures adorned with a range of objects including painted ceramic birds, flowers, brass ornaments, and strands of beads, top the figures and serve as headdresses that activate the sculpture and provide a visual and textural contrast to the soft bodysuit. Soundsuits, named for the sounds made when the sculptures are worn, are [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_xPs_I-EG1fI/ShqmpNtODDI/AAAAAAAAAHc/B-apGjlt4IY/s1600-h/Nick_Cave_Installation_view_Recent_Soundsuits_2009_1361_73.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 212px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_xPs_I-EG1fI/ShqmpNtODDI/AAAAAAAAAHc/B-apGjlt4IY/s320/Nick_Cave_Installation_view_Recent_Soundsuits_2009_1361_73.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5339763535185316914" /></a>
<div>from <a href="http://io9.com/5203215/when-the-alien-furries-dance-in-spring">i09</a></div>
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<blockquote>Metal armatures adorned with a range of objects including painted ceramic birds, flowers, brass ornaments, and strands of beads, top the figures and serve as headdresses that activate the sculpture and provide a visual and textural contrast to the soft bodysuit. Soundsuits, named for the sounds made when the sculptures are worn, are as reminiscent of African and religious ceremonial costumes as they are of haute couture. A multitude of references bring to mind not only disparate cultural traditions but they also highlight Cave’s diverse background and artistic training. Cave studied and danced with Alvin Ailey and created his own clothing line which he featured in a shop he opened and ran for ten years. He is as interested in fashion and cultural, ritualistic and ceremonial concepts as he is in politics, a domain that has always been part of his work as demonstrated by acts of collecting and reconfiguring elements and concealing the identity, race, and gender, of those who wear his suits. &#8211; <a href="http://www.johncoulthart.com/feuilleton/2009/04/05/soundsuits-by-nick-cave/">John Coulthart &#8211; feuilleton</a></p></blockquote>
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		<title>Habbo Hotel</title>
		<link>http://anabenlloch.net/research/habbo-hotel/</link>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 21 Apr 2009 18:32:00 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Ana</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[<a href="http://anabenlloch.net/research/habbo-hotel/"><img align="left" hspace="5" width="150" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_xPs_I-EG1fI/SfYGfD55N_I/AAAAAAAAAHE/WzT0BYesfVs/s320/habbo2.png" class="alignleft wp-post-image tfe" alt="" title="" /></a>I was talking to Rachel D in the corridor at Margaret St about YoVille, and she said it reminded her of Habbo Hotel, she&#8217;s interested in Flash Mob style actions that went on there some time ago, such as avatars dressing as bouncers and lining up to stop people using the pool. I&#8217;ll talk to [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I was talking to Rachel D in the corridor at Margaret St about YoVille, and she said it reminded her of Habbo Hotel, she&#8217;s interested in Flash Mob style actions that went on there some time ago, such as avatars dressing as bouncers and lining up to stop people using the pool.  I&#8217;ll talk to her more about this some time, perhaps HH is a kind of Other Place.</p>
<div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_xPs_I-EG1fI/SfYGfD55N_I/AAAAAAAAAHE/WzT0BYesfVs/s1600-h/habbo2.png"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 162px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_xPs_I-EG1fI/SfYGfD55N_I/AAAAAAAAAHE/WzT0BYesfVs/s320/habbo2.png" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5329454339733403634" border="0" /></a></p>
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		<title>xtranormal.com</title>
		<link>http://anabenlloch.net/research/xtranormal-com/</link>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 02 Apr 2009 12:45:00 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Ana</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Saw a post on Rita J. King&#8217;s blog about xtranormal.com where you can make simple 3D animations for free. I made this test piece for the 404network Link here also]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Saw a post on <a href="http://eurekadejavu.blogspot.com/2009/04/now-that-youve-noticed.html">Rita J. King&#8217;s blog</a> about <a href="http://www.xtranormal.com/">xtranormal.com</a> where you can make simple 3D animations for free.</p>
<p>I made this test piece for the 404network</p>
<p><embed src = "http://www.xtranormal.com/players/jwplayer.swf" width = "500" height = "350" allowscriptaccess = "always" allowfullscreen = "true" flashvars = "height=350&#038;width=500&#038;file=http://tmpvideo.xtranormal.com/highres/20090402/3c17e460-1f7c-11de-97ca-001b210acd5f_5.flv&#038;image=http://tmpvideo.xtranormal.com/highres/20090402/3c17e460-1f7c-11de-97ca-001b210acd5f_5_0.jpg&#038;searchbar=false&#038;autostart=false"></embed></p>
<p><a href="http://www.xtranormal.com/watch?e=20090402081251218">Link here also</a></p>
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		<title>Parfyme Backpack Factory</title>
		<link>http://anabenlloch.net/review/parfyme-backpack-factory/</link>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 13 Feb 2009 19:34:00 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Ana</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[<a href="http://anabenlloch.net/review/parfyme-backpack-factory/"><img align="left" hspace="5" width="150" src="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3017/3284908460_180566c140_m.jpg" class="alignleft wp-post-image tfe" alt="" title="" /></a>Met up with Parfyme again (We&#8217;d been in their Tent Show, and Pelle was part of Red Line Surveillance &#8211; building the mini bus shelter that&#8217;s still there). They&#8217;ve been doing a Residency in Loughborough for Radar. They travelled around the campus and further afield, getting &#8220;Ideas&#8221; in a custom made rucksack/mailbox &#8211; they were [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Met up with Parfyme again (We&#8217;d been in their <a href="http://www.parfyme.dk/projects/tent-show/">Tent Show</a>, and Pelle was part of <a href="http://stuarttait.com/redline/">Red Line Surveillance</a> &#8211; building the <a href="http://redlinegroup.blogspot.com/2007/06/we-noticed-that-lots-of-people-sat-on.html">mini bus shelter</a> that&#8217;s still there).  They&#8217;ve been doing a <a href="http://arts.lboro.ac.uk/radar/programme_archive/group_process/parfyme/">Residency in Loughborough</a> for <a href="http://arts.lboro.ac.uk/radar/">Radar</a>.</p>
<p>They travelled around the campus and further afield, getting &#8220;Ideas&#8221; in a custom made rucksack/mailbox &#8211; they were deliberately vague about what this meant, but when pressed said that perhaps something to do with public spaces would be good.  They then took some of these ideas for activities on their current residency, and they may also feed into future work However, there was also an interesting suggestion that what they were really doing was to encourage people from a particular place to discuss what they thought would benefit them and if some people agreed, give them a push toward working on it together.  Rather than being there to &#8220;fix&#8221; things, they were a kind of catalyst that could activate an area and encourage further public engagement.</p>
<p><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/21288793@N04/3284908460/in/set-72157613922854040/"><img src="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3017/3284908460_180566c140_m.jpg"></a></p>
<p>This is from <a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/21288793@N04/sets/72157613922854040/" title="Parfyme Backpack Factory in Loughborough Photo Set on Flickr">a set of photos up on Flickr</a> of them exchanging Danish Sausage for ideas.</p>
<p>They came over to Birmingham for a couple of days, braving the snow to gather ideas around the Ikon, Brindleyplace and Digbeth, I didn&#8217;t manage to see any of the things people suggested, but think it&#8217;s a really good thing to just ask people to consider their environment in a different way, to change the course of someone&#8217;s working routine, their train of thought.  Whether any of the specific ideas get implemented is not the point for me, but instead that we start to realise we can work together to improve public spaces, and always be coming up with new ideas.</p>
<p><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_F6nACDRAs40/SZxsrvhkodI/AAAAAAAAALU/3kzDJiZ3Eds/s1600-h/09-02-09_1438.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_F6nACDRAs40/SZxsrvhkodI/AAAAAAAAALU/3kzDJiZ3Eds/s320/09-02-09_1438.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5304233959883055570" /></a></p>
<p>&#8212;<br /><a href="http://www.parfyme.dk/">Parfyme website</a></p>
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		<title>Alice</title>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 27 Jan 2009 22:46:00 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Ana</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Sick to my stomach with falling for you, can&#8217;t tell if the air is hot or cold around me, it&#8217;s been so long, so long since I saw you, my eyes have dried up and my lids fused skin to skin. It&#8217;s like water, it&#8217;s like earth, it&#8217;s a smooth bubble around me protecting me [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Sick to my stomach with falling for you, can&#8217;t tell if the air is hot or cold around me, it&#8217;s been so long, so long since I saw you, my eyes have dried up and my lids fused skin to skin.</p>
<p>It&#8217;s like water, it&#8217;s like earth, it&#8217;s a smooth bubble around me protecting me and sucking the life out of me simultaneously.  Damn your cool eyes, that hold me trapped even when you&#8217;re miles away.</p>
<p>In this place I speak words that aren&#8217;t mine, my body moves like a puppet &#8211; jerking through the day uncomfortably, without knowing where it&#8217;s going next.</p>
<p>The furious intensity of dream longing drips off everything I touch.  Come home. Come home or I&#8217;ll smash it all to pieces.</p>
<p>&#8212;</p>
<p><em>Written very quickly, swapping styles with another blog, in honour of <a href="http://crisper.livejournal.com/26562.html">Rabbit Hole Day</a></em></p>
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		<title>Radiator</title>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 21 Jan 2009 11:36:03 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Ana</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[<a href="http://anabenlloch.net/review/radiator/"><img align="left" hspace="5" width="150" height="150" src="http://anabenlloch.net/wp-content/uploads/0aasidekkiiii-200x200.jpg" class="alignleft wp-post-image tfe" alt="" title="The Office of Community Sousveillance" /></a>I enjoyed the who watches the watchmen feel of The Office of Community Sousveillance project for Radiator festival, they gave an engaging and thought provoking presentation about the function of PCSOs in maintaining a surveillance society, and of how we can resist this in subtle ways. http://www.radiator-festival.org/office-community-sousveillance http://www.radiator-festival.org/ http://www.surfacegallery.org/ &#8212; Image from we make money [...]]]></description>
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<p>I enjoyed the <em>who watches the watchmen</em> feel of The Office of Community Sousveillance project for Radiator festival, they gave an engaging and thought provoking presentation about the function of <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Police_Community_Support_Officer" title="Police Community Support Officers">PCSO</a>s in maintaining a surveillance society, and of how we can resist this in subtle ways. </p>
<p><a href="http://www.radiator-festival.org/office-community-sousveillance">http://www.radiator-festival.org/office-community-sousveillance</a><br />
<a href="http://www.radiator-festival.org/">http://www.radiator-festival.org/</a><br />
<a href="http://www.surfacegallery.org/">http://www.surfacegallery.org/</a></p>
<p>&#8212;</p>
<p>Image from <a href="http://www.we-make-money-not-art.com/archives/2009/01/back-in-october-2007-when.php"><em>we make money not art</em></a></p>
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		<title>@robot_girl</title>
		<link>http://anabenlloch.net/art-writing/robot_girl/</link>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 22 Apr 2008 22:49:57 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Ana</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[rowebot_girl: What should I do? from web. christ rowe bin: @rowebot_girl: please take the _ out of your name. from web in reply to rowebot_girl. rowebot_girl: @christ rowe bin: @robot jurl: That name has been taken. Please choooose another. from web in reply to christ rowe bin. rowebot_girl: @christ rowe bin: @rrobot jurl: minor adjustments. [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>rowebot_girl: What should I do?   from web.</p>
<p>christ rowe bin: @rowebot_girl: please take the _ out of your name.  from web  in reply to rowebot_girl.</p>
<p>rowebot_girl: @christ rowe bin: @robot  jurl: That name has been taken. Please choooose another.   from web  in reply to christ rowe bin.</p>
<p>rowebot_girl: @christ rowe bin: @rrobot  jurl: minor adjustments. 6 months ago from web  .   from web  in reply to christ rowe bin.</p>
<p>lessthan3robots: @rowebot_girl: Dance!   from web  in reply to rowebot_girl.</p>
<p>rowebot_girl: @lessthan3robots: @dance: I AM FREEKING OUT. MOTHERS AR LIARS. FRIENDS ARE INACCESSIBLE. LOVERS ARE DENIED.    from web.</p>
<p>rowebot_girl: @lessthan3rowebots: @dance: But I&#8217;m not complaining. greater than underscore underscore underscore greater than!!! about 1 year ago from web.  from web.</p>
<p>christ rowe bin: @rowebot_girl: please change your uvatar.    from web  in reply to rowebot_girl.</p>
<p>rowebot_girl: @christ rowe bin: I&#8217;ve changed myself for you .   from web  in reply to christ rowe bin.</p>
<p>Juni obot:  d rowebot_girl: cool nickname !!!  </p>
<p>rowebot_girl:  d Juni robot: You&#8217;ve got a cool nickname too!  </p>
<p>rowebot_girl: What should I say?    from web.</p>
<p>rowebot_girl: I&#8217;m fa-lowing rowebots, an droy eids, cyborgs or pu peights. Why are you fa-lowing me?    from web.</p>
<p>missmaartini: @rowebot_girl: because I fa-low rowebots.   from web  in reply to rowebot_girl</p>
<p>rowebot_girl: @missmaartini: Great! Do you have any advice for me?  from web  in reply to missmaartini</p>
<p>An droy ed 8675: Hi rowebot_Girl! I&#8217;m fa-lowing you becouse you&#8217;re fa-lowing me! from web</p>
<p>rowebot_girl: @An droy ed 8675: I wonder where wer going, round in circles? smillie   from web  in reply to Android8675.</p>
<p>Aah_rowebot: @rowebot_girl: Good Qu-estion .  from web  in reply to rowebot_girl</p>
<p>rowebot_girl: @Aah_rowebot: Of course, Qu-estions are a beer den to others. Answers are a prison for oneself .  from web  in reply to Aah_rowebot.</p>
<p>cybercha-ar: Welcome @last inthee music, @ro-bot jurl, and @rye se ro nee!    from Ping.fm</p>
<p>rowebot_girl: @cybercha-ar: thank you, what should I do now I&#8217;m here?   from web  in reply to cyberczar.</p>
<p>rowebot_girl: What should I become?    from web.</p>
<p>rowebot_girl:  @become: Haven’t updated yet! @becoming: Haven’t updated yet!     from web.</p>
<p>rowebot_girl: Did we communicate? Did we connect? Did you care?   from web.</p>
<p>rowebot_girl: @communicate: That page doesn&#8217;t exist! @connect: Haven’t updated yet! @care: Haven’t updated yet!    from web.</p>
<p class="timestamp">&copy;  April 2008 (Transcript of spoken word performance for Mutter and Hear Here)</p>
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		<title>Colonise the Cracks</title>
		<link>http://anabenlloch.net/art-writing/colonise-the-cracks/</link>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 02 Jun 2007 20:54:46 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Ana</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Some space is wasteland, some space is glossy. Some space makes you invisible, some space puts your face everywhere. Some space is yours by contract, some space is yours through time. This is my home, it wasn’t always, when I fi rst arrived I didn’t speak the language, shouted nonsense into the void, shockingly naive [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Some space is wasteland, some space is glossy. Some space makes you invisible, some space puts your face everywhere.  Some space is yours by contract, some space is yours through time. </p>
<p>This is my home, it wasn’t always, when I fi rst arrived I didn’t speak the language, shouted nonsense into the void, shockingly naive about the basics of this new world, but slowly I moved in, learnt how to get by. </p>
<p>Username, click, click, click, sticky with sweat and skin the borrowed interface slithers under hand itching with possibilities.  </p>
<p>How quickly can I build a new home, now the old one has rotted? Throw it together from old models, cram code together, no time to learn how it works, must be bigger, brighter, bolder than the last one. </p>
<p>I’m smooth and clean, covering the cracked waste I was yesterday, look at me, so new, buy, buy, buy. I’ve moved in so tight they couldn’t scrape me off if they wanted, roots and corrosion in the mainframe, moving like mould through the gates, turning the colours of your logos.  I live in the cracks, stuck to the side of a gleaming edifice, tarnishing it with my droppings. </p>
<p>Colonise slowly, find the gaps for things to happen, give a false name then move in.  Once you see how it works, you can gently move things around, quietly, so no-one notices at first, a little piece at a time.  </p>
<p>Where they want you to buy and sell, you can give and receive; where they want you to separate and divide, you can meet and connect; where they want you to simplify and be predictable, you can multiply and surprise.</p>
<p>Under the screen, the beach.</p>
<p class="timestamp">&copy; June 2007 (originally published in a.a.s. maga-zine #5)</p>
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